Got 14 missed calls from my best friend last night and I knew something wasn't right. When she didn't answer my calls (a few times), I decided to just go find her. Lucky for me, I found her at the first place I went to. She was surprised to see me there; I was half-expecting to see her with tear-stained face. I didn't have to push for answers because immediately, she passed me a piece of paper. As soon as I finished reading, I was cursing like a mad woman.
My friend is in love with someone from her workplace. She's been guarding her heart all this while, telling herself and asking me to remind her that it's not a good idea to date a colleague. But the guy has been flirting with her shamelessly, gave her presents, and even drove her to KLIA! So eventually, she started to think that something good might happen and took a chance. Yesterday, while chatting, he suddenly turned cold. And cruel. Started telling her off, decided that he didn't want them to get anymore serious. Damn, he wanted it to end and wanted nothing to do with her anymore. Said that she blabs about them to everyone, and he wondered what else she's done – which is nothing! Being a softie, my friend cried on the spot. And this guy, who sits nearby and obviously heard her, simply ignored her, turned away and left.
My take? He's just another one of them with dicks but don't deserve to be called men. I have a feeling that someone must have told him something – how else can someone turned from being lovey dovey one minute and a monster the next? PMS? Nah, someone must have been telling lies. And he stupidly believed it! As a result, my friend had to suffer – cried her eyes out all night, regretting over what's happened, blaming herself for even getting involved. To tell you honestly, I was crushed to see someone as kind and gentle as she be so broken. I wished I could just crush that guy there and then. And the person who invented the lie, or lies.
I'm not trying to be a Miss-Know-It-All, but I've been in her place a few times too many. I know how it's like to have people being nice to you one day, and have them smirking and turning their backs towards you the next. To have these people treat you like you've just murdered their families. To have them treat like you're shit – simply because they've heard something about you. Something that's definitely not nice, from bitches who are jealous of you. They can't achieve what you have in reality, so they cook up something awful about you. So people would hate you and avoid you, and you're heartbroken and all alone? So you can feel how it's like to be them? How lonely and pathetic their lives are? Obviously.
My God, why do you let these people live? Why did you even created them in the first place?
I wish for the foulness in their hearts be shown to the world – pasted on their faces and all over their body, as warts and puss. I wish they would stink so bad that nobody would even want to be near them.
And for the pussies who decided to believe in the lies and carry out their 'punishment', I wish they turn deaf and have their limbs rot. So they won't be able to hear anymore lies – why have blessing of hearing if you don't use it for good use? Let their hands and legs stink so everybody who sees them would wonder what happened. Let them keep their sights, so they can see the disgusted faces around them. Let them keep their speech so they can tell the world that they're stupid to believe in lies and to treat people unfairly!
Haha, my mp3 player hits Christina Aguillera's The Voice Within. Great timing.
"Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry; you'll soon be free to fly…"
I will always be here for you, my friend. Like you said, it's hard and you'll never forget what's happened. Keep your heads up, and be brave. Show to them how strong you are, although it hurts like shit inside.
I've got your back. With loads and loads of cushions to support you, in case you fall or need more than tissues to wipe your tears with.
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