Wednesday, 9 September 2009

80's Ballads

I had this irritating song playing in my head all morning.  Really, I never heard that song before.
This is actually not the first time I hear such songs in my head.  Since the past few weeks these songs have been playing almost every single day.  I recognize some of the songs as they were popular when I was little - my aunts' fav songs.  When I was in standard school.  But I never knew the lyrics.  So how come now, after years, I'm starting to hear these songs again?  And that's not all, some of the songs, I never heard of!

Let's see what happened this morning:  I woke up for sahur, then fell asleep again =D

O yeah, I had a dream - a guy treated me like I'm his.  We met while shopping.  Somehow, he acted like he have known me all my life.  Asked me to accompany him to buy things for the 'home', then wanted me to meet his family.  I mean, come on!  Really, I never knew this guy.  Never met or even seen his face in my life!  What's wrong with this crazy fella?  Just as I was trying to run away, I thought about someone.  I don't know what this thought has anything to do with the dream, it just came.  Totally unrelated.  And, as if that crazy guy knew what I was thinking, he went beserk!  He grabbed a big knife (I don't know where he got it from, that place was supposed to be selling curtains and beddings) and ran after me all over the place.  Luckily, I saw my cousin there and he helped me to hide. 

It's ridiculous, I know.  I woke up shaking my head.  Then I started hearing this song.  Please make it stop!

Now that I think about it, I hear these songs everytime I have dreams about what's happening to me.  And I dream about it a lot!  Not that I wanted to, though.  Believe me, I have many better things to think about - work, family, Raya...

The past few days, I have dreams of guys treating me like I'm a queen or something.  Some of these guys I know, but most of them I don't know.  Everytime, when I was about to be 'swept off my feet' I would start thinking about my friend, family, and those I care about, and these guys would go crazy.  The worst was the one with the knife.  One jumped off a building, another screamed til the glasses break... crazy, I tell you!  And obviously, I'd be hearing these old songs when I wake up.  !@#$%^&**&^%$#@

Is there any connection between these dreams and the songs?  Can't recall all the songs, and never tried to see if the songs reflect the dreams - that'd be silly isn't it?
But, if these things are related, then it must also be linked to someone old enough to know the songs and remember them.  Someone as old as my aunts, someone 10-15 years older than me.  And I know just the one who fits that description...

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