It was only after the 'revelation' that I decided to finally look up on this black magic practices. Not to start practicing, but simply to find out if there is anything I can do to protect myself from being a victim. And, oh boy, there are plenty of stuff on the 'net about it! These things are still practiced today, at large!
I found an audio file - a ceramah from this ustaz. He talked about the signs of black magic. On how to tell if you or anyone you know is being cursed. I cried once I heard it. 10 out of the 14 signs, I have experienced myself! And all this while I just ignored them all.
These are the signs, let me list them in Malay so I won't get the meaning wrong by translating them:
On individual
1. 'Pelik' tapi tak perasan - My friends and family has pointed out that they thought I looked different. That I didn't seem like myself. I never felt any different, of course. Then again, I'm always blur (dazed), so I never gave the remarks much thought.
2. Melakukan perkara yang bukan-bukan - Now this is really hard to spot as I'm really unpredictable. But I did, at one time wondered why did I agree to buy a new MyVi. Sure my mum ordered it but I didn't really object. To me, then, I should really get a new car because my Kelisa's alarm system wasn't working. That's it. Oh, and then when my laptop's power cable broke - I almost bought a new set. Lucky the shop didn't have the model I wanted!
3. Pening/sakit berpanjangan - My appendix, knee, shoulder and all sorts of 'minor' injuries I got during the past year. I noticed this, and even told my boss then, that after my appendix surgery my health had gone down the drain. I was always on MC, sometimes had to leave office early because I wasn't feeling well. My bosses, thought I got fed up with work, and that I was frustrated that I wasn't promoted. In actual fact, I was more than happy to get a new boss - believe me, no one in their correct mind would want to sit at that post. Enough said!
4. Terlalu mencintai/membenci seseorang atau sesuatu - I was depressed, and my work (last time) suck! And I made all kinds of excuses to not go back to my parents' on weekends. If I went, I'd go very late on Saturday and came back early Sunday morning.
5. Tidak berjaya dalam segala kerja/usaha - All projects I planned didn't work at all. Something always came up, and I had to keep postponing the deadline or cancel the project altogether.
6. Dibenci - I wasn't performing at work, of course everybody hated me, right? Then there were other people who avoided me for no apparent reason. Not even bother to tell me what I did wrong. And I was too pissed at them to even ask them what was wrong.
7. Hilang selera makan tapi semakin gemuk - I don't eat when I'm upset, and clearly the things that's been happening made me upset. If I eat, I'd only take half the portion and ask someone to finish my food for me. But still, my weight and waistline increased. Somebody even pointed this out. Hecks, the woman that I saw rubbing her shoulder also pointed this out, but that time it was not really obvious that I was getting fatter, despite the workouts. How come she knew? Jeng, jeng jeng....
At home
8. Bau harum/busuk - My place sometimes smelled like a dump site. And I'd be spending hours trying to find the source but never successful. Except for this one time when I forgot to eat my nasi goreng for a few days! Yuck!
9. Bunyi heretan/mencakar - I always heard scratching sound from outside my window, but thought those were the birds. Yeah, I have birds making nest at the old aircond chamber, and I love it when they make their birdie sound! But at one time, I didn't hear them cuckooing. I thought they moved out - it was for a few weeks. Now let's see if I heard the scratching sound even when the birds left...
10. Barangan rumah rosak - No problem so far... no wait, my fridge sort of 'exploded' one day. The inside were black and the cooling parts went kaput. Then again, this could be normal, isn't it?
11. Nampak bayangan hitam - I saw shadow at my office, not at home. Does this count?
12. Makanan cepat basi - No problem with this. I either eat out, or finish my food as soon as I get home. Except for that one time...
13. Terlalu takut - Shouldn't be anything extraordinary as I am a 'scaredy cat', just like how my 5-year old cousin described me.
14. Terdapat darah/serangga tanpa diketahui punca - I normally take the stairs at my apartment, supposedly to exercise. One day I noticed trail of blood from the first step on the ground floor, right to the corridor on my level. My first thought was "Whoa, someone had a major nose bleed!" so I never bothered to check where it ended. It was only a few days after that I felt like checking it out, but by that time the blood was already cleaned. I managed to ask the cleaner though, and he said the blood ended right in front of MY house. My gosh! I think my face went white because the cleaner looked concern after that.
See, I had most of the things happening to me but never noticed what was really going on! But honestly, I really wish the things were really coincidences, that no one I know is really that bad. No one really that selfish to ‘befriend’ spirits and cause harm to another human being to get what they want.
Oh, you can listen to the audio at this link, by the way:
http://www.ceramahislam.com/audio/malay/UstJumadiMustar/tandasihir.mp3
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