Snow on my Sahara

Was listening to mp3 while doing work, when I heard Anggun's song Snow on the Sahara.
For some reason, I was reminded to what's been going on with me. Sure enough, that brought tears to my eyes. And now I'm thinking I should write down the experience. Who knows someone else is experiencing the same and not realize it. But most importantly, this is the only way I have left to let everybody know what actually happened - that I'm the VICTIM, and not the witch. Now that nobody would even want to look at me, let alone listen to my stories.

But first, let me share the lyrics of that song...

ANGGUN - SNOW ON THE SAHARA

Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone
Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert

But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight

Lost out in the desert

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara

If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away, I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the Sahara

Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold

Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert



For now I can only dedicate this song to a few people dragged into this mess.
Please tell me you still want me here, although you don't realize that you've lost in the desert of deceit... ='>