Determined to have the bomoh answer my questions, I went to see him at the next opportunity. Not only to know whether he made me dreams those horrible dreams, I have also listed a few other questions that I want answered. I was sure I'd press this guy nicely until he gave me what I wanted.
Just as soon as he saw me, he said I looked better. “Of course, I didn’t have any workshops today, I feel less tired!” And without wasting any time, I immediately told him about the dream I had. He just smiled – and I was pissed. “I want answers, give me answers!”
HITCH-HIKER
He did answer some questions in the end. According to him, I picked up a ‘hitch-hiker’, some kind of wandering spirits because my spirit was weak. Exactly, he said “lemah semangat”, I don’t know how to translate this in English. And, just so I don’t freak myself, let me use ‘weak will’ rather that ‘weak spirit’. The latter reminds me of something else.
He told me that I should worry about making my will stronger, let him settle the other one. The other? When I asked, he just smiled, and said I told you, don’t worry about it. For some strange reason – not really, I have such a big mouth – I asked if the ‘other thing’ has anything to do with this dream I had about Z. He smiled and said nothing. But from the way he smiled, I thought it did.
BODYLESS GUARD
Only after a while did he told me this: “Somebody doesn’t want you to get close to that guy. That’s why he/she (dia) puts a ‘guard’ to keep you away from him.” I was stunned! What on earth was he talking about? Why would anyone want to do that? And which person I know would be evil enough and stupid enough to do such thing? I really couldn’t think of anyone. This might sound awfully untrue, but I can’t place anyone in the ‘bad’ category. Not any strangers, especially not the people I know! I mean, sure, they are not perfect but nobody really is bad…
OK that’s it. Time to berbuka and then prayers!
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