ACCEPTANCE
So those are the important events that have finally made me believe that black magic is still practiced today, and I’m at the centre of it.
Someone told me the natural reactions to anything would be: shock, denial, bargain, acceptance and recovery. I guess now that I’ve finally learnt to accept what’s happening, there’s only recovery left in that cycle. So it won’t be long before this crap will end.
WHAT HAPPENED SO FAR
Up to this day, not only I have suffered from physical pains, but also psychological misery. My friends are avoiding me. They have been giving all kinds of excuses to not see me. If there are appointments set earlier, they have been giving lame excuses to cancel. Some bolder ones even called me crazy – in my face! Acquaintances, who used to wave, smile and talk to me, now choose to look in a different direction whenever I’m around. Some even turn their backs to me. They'd rather walk sideways than having to see me in their vision range.
I only have two people left, who believe me, but I haven’t seen them for a couple of weeks - one fell ill and another had an accident. I wonder if these have anything to do with this crap too. My family has been supporting me too, of course. But recently my mum had cramps on various muscles even while watching tv, persistent headaches and feeling tightness in her chest. Could this also be…?
I have a feeling that I’m not her only target, that she might have cursed a bunch of us in order to get what she wants. So if you know me in person, you might know the people I have mentioned. And if life has been throwing shit at you for about a year or so, you might want to try looking at things differently. And, at any time, if you need someone to talk to, I’m all ears. We’re all in this together.
KEEP SINGING
As I’m writing this, they’re showing a clip on Oprah about this very talented young man, Andrew Johnston. The said he has been bullied all his life for singing songs that his friends think are not cool. But he kept on singing. And once he started singing, my gosh, I was in awe! Such wonderful high notes… he got the audiences crying! One of the judges said “You could knock all those bullies out with your singing!”.
And yes, inspired by this boy, I will keep singing. Whatever nonsense people throw at me, I will face it. God hears my daily prayers, and He is fair. I have seen this too many times in my life, I know the tables will turn.
To the bitch responsible for all this mess, these are my words to you: It won’t be long before everyone will know the whole truth. And once that day comes, believe me, no one will believe anything you say anymore, for the rest of your life!
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