After the second meeting, despite not completely agreeing with that the bomoh said, I became more wary of the people I met. Not that I lost trust in them, I just paid more attention to what they say and how they carry themselves. I don’t know, maybe I thought I could spot this person just by paying closer attention. Is that stupid, or what?
Then I found out that Z is really going out with this woman. Or at least they looked and acted and said things like they are. I have to admit, I was crushed, but what the hell… not like I’ve never gone through this before. But what got my alarm bells ringing was, I don’t know how long they have been dating, but Z was talking about future plans. What? Just a few weeks, and he’s already hearing wedding bells? What about “I have 3 more years…”? Trying to be optimistic, I told myself, at least now I don’t have to worry about crazy girls calling, screaming “stay away from Z”, “you don’t deserve him” or “Z is mine!”. Yeah, that’d be a relief… And that means I can go back to my favourite spot in class – right in front of the teacher. Which also mean, sitting very near to Z.
SHOULDER RIPPED OFF
This one particular day, I sat in front and notice Z’s gf was waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy at the back, sulking. Jealous ke? I didn’t give a damn. After that class, I joined another. Right before I entered this class, my shoulder suddenly hurt. Felt like someone ripped it off. It was so painful I could have sworn I saw stars! Or what seemed like stars. So I recited some doa, in case this was pain was caused by, I don’t know, black magic? I also wished for the pain to go away, and if it were really ‘sent’ to me, for God to show me who the person was. And right after I said that, the pain did go away. I had chills down my spine; of course, I never thought this thing would work! (Someone told me to try this, in case I feel something’s wrong) And that was that… or so I thought. After the class, I saw the woman again. Let’s see what should I call her… nope, she doesn’t deserve to be named. And to my surprise, she was rubbing her shoulder, right at the spot where I felt pain earlier. And boy, did she look pissed.
I couldn’t believe my eyes! Of course, I wasn’t so fond of her, but still… I mean, to think that she actually did such things… I still couldn’t accept that possibility.
INJURIES
Later I found out that the person had put these spells on me, whatever it is, for over a year. And it was true, the dream I had about me getting stabbed in four places had everything to do with this. It’s really funny to think how my appendix infection could be caused by black magic isn’t it? Laugh all you want, it’s really ok cause I laughing hard myself! As for my knee injury, now that I can see – the doctor was puzzled when he looked at my scan report. And I went for therapy for 6 weeks without any improvements. Of course, the pain went away one time after the six weeks – I never knew what happened, the hantu went on vacation? But after a couple of days it came back and it was difficult for me to move around. Even worse when I had to bend my left leg, especially during prayers and yoga. I had to do my prayers sitting on a chair, and for that I didn’t do it when anyone was around. Too proud to admit I was suffering from pain worse than the aunties, I guess. Then the shoulder pain that almost got me paralysed, that too was easy to spot. I’m just glad the lower back pain had never occurred. Can’t imagine what would have happened to me – I don’t even dare to think about it! Sheesh!
HEIGHTEN SENSES
There was a time (for about 4 – 6 weeks) when I saw, felt, heard and smelled things. I saw a benevolent green dragon turned into fierce red one during meditation. That added with a feeling of being threatened - such violent feeling! And this caused me insomnia for almost a month! I really got scared to sleep. No wait, I wanted to sleep, but my body refused to go into the relaxed mode. Every single time I tried, my body went into a shock and I get anxious, and so I couldn’t sleep. I heard the ‘black chakra’ whisper on a different meditation session. I also smelled something like rotten meat, or damp clothes. At the moment I smelled the stench, an instructor passed by me. Naturally I thought it was the instructor who smelled bad, and I cancelled plan to join his class! I really feel bad about it, and I’m really sorry. I wish I’m brave enough to apologize to him, but until this day I’m still a chicken shit! Haha! And really, these experiences did creep me out. I was scared I might have gone to a level which I wasn’t ready for. What worse, I thought I might be going crazy! I was ready to quit yoga and meditation then. Better stop than regret later, right? Lucky for me, one of my yoga instructors told me to take it positively, that my senses were heightened and these only happen to those who are ready. I found out later, that these were only some of the gimmicks done by that person to make me stay away from the club, so Z won’t see me anymore. So he’d forget me, and so she would be able to work her spells without any interference. Wait, what kind of interference could I have could I have done?
PRANK CALLS
What else, what else… Gosh, there are too many things to list here. The girls calling and threatening me – could it be that this person’s hantu gave them the idea to call me? Oh, and to give them my number. Hi-tech betul hantu ni kalau macam tu. Then the lady who slapped me at the carpark. Rumours that I got pregnant and went for abortion? Wait, this one could be simply that someone heard me wrongly. I did tell someone I went for an ‘operation’, but maybe it sounded like ‘abortion’. Better get your ears checked, people! Owh, and this guy who never liked me, suddenly asked me out. Persistently. Even threatened to harm my instructors if I go for yoga classes. Phew!
Ok that’s it. My brain’s working extra hard to remember. Time to get to work!
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